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| 11:06pm 18/01/2006 |
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you never know how hard it is to have to leave people you have known for your whole life and the the new group of people you let in leave you too |
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| hey yall its been a while |
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| 11:09am 22/11/2005 |
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so this weekend was fun i went to party at another daves house it was fun thats all i have to says but matty and adam are hot yes oh yes they are life is sweet and fun beside bitch fucking girls they will always be there |
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| im done |
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| 07:34pm 27/10/2005 |
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yeah there bitches im out of my house and in a new apartment |
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| tempe fuck yea |
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| 11:29pm 14/10/2005 |
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1 day till i see him and one day till the party and yea |
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| setting the record straight |
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| 11:01pm 13/10/2005 |
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i dont like chris anymore he made me feel like shit i hated myself b/c of him he made me feel stupid he didnt care about me i dont like him i have someone else who really does care and is hot and treats me like i should be treated christoper was a jerk to me |
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| im freaking excited |
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| 11:44am 12/10/2005 |
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for one i will 19 in 8 days fuck yeah and im moving out soon i cant freaking wait im excited about thursday which is the choir concert for the big part freaking chadio talked about mr d at work which made me think of smity i miss smity chad is a whore then weekend im going to a party out in tempe yeah i know dave will be there oh no i have seen him in a week oh well i will get over it |
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| freaker |
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| 10:51am 07/10/2005 |
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there is something that happens very day there will never be a normal day one of my friend got a phone call saying she has abnormal cell around her ovaries which the worst could be cancer my dog had another seizure that 2 in 2 days its the scariest thing every to see not a good day and at greenway on the freeway i ran over something ang i dont know what it was but it was bad it scared the shit out of me |
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| i havent really updated this thingy in awhile |
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| 12:04pm 05/10/2005 |
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mood:  accomplished
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ok ya'll life is so fucking interesting everyday is adventurger i have seen thing i have never thought i would ever seen i have done thing i have never thought i would do i still freaking working at a dead end job at petco but at least i have fun but i miss the boyes who usless to work there they were crazy and funny now i work w/ all mrhs alumis the do coke and weed then there is chadio omgish i dont know if you guys know him he is crazy yeah he is he is like tripolar but yeah i miss the old boys well i miss dave dont hate the game hate the player right right thats all i have to say about that he will be back i know that i go out to to much i dont sleep enought normal college student right right wow my life has changed so freaking much you would never believe it but i havent changed and im moving out hopefully christmas i cant wait living on my own yall have to see the house i will be living in its a town house yall have to seee it and chill at my house my room will be sick i love my roommate more than anymore i will be crazy crazy crazy shit remember dont hate the game hate the game and i hate that player right now |
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| i push |
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| 11:36am 26/09/2005 |
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i figure out i push away the people i really care about i rarely let anyone in anymore i get hurt and i cover it up i never believe people i have trust issues i get very lonely but im never alone im extremist im either very happy or very sad the pass still haunts me i want to get out of here |
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| last night |
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| 09:20am 11/09/2005 |
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i cant keep on doing this last night i when to seany house w/ stephy and then we went to his friends random apartment and we sat outside for like an hour or two then sean inite us back to his house but we said no and went home |
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| i feel like fucking shit |
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| 03:34pm 10/09/2005 |
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mood:  blank
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i really feel like fucking shit really i cant take this whole being really happy then just dropping off and then being really depressed maybe i havent been sleeping enought well i have work over 46 hours this week alone and school and other shit like the drama at work and shit. well last night i went to seany and nates house alot of boyage there i meet a navy boy named david ironic he was hot freaking he was shirt less and a he was wearing glasses omgish but seany has a nice house he lives w/ 3 other boyes it kind of smelled oh well then me and steph hj way way way i got a hug from hot navy boy fuck yeah well then me and steph went to nates house to play w/ the puppy the puppy was so cute and i feel really bad b/c he got wrote off the schedule omgish i hate knowing well thats my friday night full of boyes and boyes and a navy boy |
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| 7)how come you put up with so much crap from your friends |
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| 10:18pm 23/08/2005 |
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mood:  okay
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7)how come you put up with so much crap from your friends
someone wrote this in my little quiz thingy as somthing that u have always meant to ask them and u know what it got me thinking i have slowly made a attempt to reconnect w/ people i right i about now i want to say fuck it b/c i have been treated like shit and used by alot of fucking people and that wont ever fucking happen ever the fuck again i desever so much better from this freaking world i owe it to myself i dont owe people in this world anything i should never give what i dont get back and call me selfish a bitch but i wasnt like this before remember that but no one will fucking mess w/ me anymore no one |
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| freaky |
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| 10:10pm 22/08/2005 |
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People see you as a Shy Rich Girl. Now, whether you
are rich or not is not the issue. The fact is
you are shy and full of innocence. I wouldn't
be suprised if there is some stuffed animals
hanging around in your room. Girlish innocence
is hard to find in this day and age so don't
loose it. You radiate sophistication and
prettinees. Enjoy the lace, frills, and pink my
friend!
What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| 08:42pm 21/08/2005 |
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i am a girl
to the boys i like and its to late to to the boyes who know this is who i am and to the boys who dont know and maybe one day will know
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are
i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close
i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh
i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive
i am a girl that thinks you are gorgeous even when you are hot and sweaty
i am a girl that does not want gifts just the love and respect in return
i am a girl that would call you in the morning just to say have a great day
i am a girl that would bring you lunch when you are to busy to get your own
i am the girl that stops by for a minute at your work just to say hi
i am a girl that doesn't care what other people think about you
i am a girl that will always trust you until that trust is violated
i am a girl who wants to be loved the same in return... |
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| crazy mother fucking ass day |
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| 01:33pm 18/08/2005 |
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mood: accomplished music: Mr. brightside
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first i when to pick up erica for work b/c she had no ride im just great like that i felt the house and it was like i was going to high school i know scary scary scary and of fuck course i left and get to the stop light at the same time that was chris so i feel like im more in highschool and i go to starbuck like last year and the funny thing is i got pulled over funny funny funny for my broke tail light hahaha then after i broke the taillight thing i dropped erica off and changed cars to the pimp mobile and i go pull a dumb ass note on chris car hmm yea i need to tell him to check his windshed wiper lol how do i get myself in these situations sorry hon but i find it funny then i go in to get transcripts and i saw sam so i went in and talked to her look at the weird ass choir room i will make i picture frame for the choir room i will i need sometime to do it i wanted closure but just what yeah he did not talk to me hahah thing will never change will they but i got kinda of sort of closure i think that is all he will let me have oh well but this will be the last of chris last of highschool i start college on monday and i have been working like no other but im getting great stuff out of it really like guys who get in bad moods but dont take it out on me there hot too! and they do stuff for me when i ask them i love it! since u been gone i can breath for the first time im so moving on yeah yeah thanks to u i get i get what i want! i love flirting so much it is so different for boyes who r older well im going to take a shower
As the words of david im living the life |
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| 02:24am 15/08/2005 |
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im a dirty fucking whore |
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| 11:38pm 12/08/2005 |
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mood: accomplished
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Kelly Clarkson Lyrics
Since You've Been Gone Lyrics
Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called you mine
Yeah
Since you've been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone
How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone
How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way
But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again
Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone |
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| 10:53am 11/08/2005 |
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im fealing out yall i got plam readed last night omgish she told me i can see the future there is alot of other weird weird stuff but i wont say this time |
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| 11:50pm 09/08/2005 |
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mood:  drunk
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i love my job i love it so much tonight i had so so so much fun and the fucking bitches who said i would never work yeah what now hahaha and i problemly make more than u and i have more fun hot hot hot boyes and cool girls which i love |
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| 11:52pm 07/08/2005 |
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there is something fishy going on i wonder |
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